She’s
the friend you had when you were a kid
The one only you could see
She’s the one who always smiled from across the playground
yet when you went looking for her
she was nowhere to be found
Children
are closer to her cause they still remember
The words that she spoke to them from before they were born
When
Lillith whispers in your ear
you hear the ocean and the birds
When you smell her hair
you smell the beautiful fragrance of some flower that’s
not been discovered
Her touch is firm and strong
yet with a gentleness that allows your body to surrender with
trust
She’ll hold you in her arms to help ease the pain
yet she won’t stand by to watch you wallow in self-pity
Be
prepared when you look into her eyes
For there, you will see the light of a thousand stars
You will see the beginning of time
And if you look closely
you’ll see that you were there
dancing with Lillith
She
is not perfect
yet she is always improving
She thinks not beautiful
yet she truly is
Of speaking
she does little
yet she’s told me more than most
When she walks
it is done effortlessly
yet some swear that she never touches the ground
Some
say she’s gone
yet she has been there all along
Outwardly
she appears cool and calm
yet you can feel the fire and warmth
that radiates from deep down inside
Some
search for eternity
and never find her
yet she can find you in a heartbeat
When
I demand her love
I receive none
yet when I hug myself
her hands are over mine
Lillith,
I know you exist
because I’ve seen the people you’ve touched
I can’t remember your face
yet I know what you look like
I’ve seen your eyes
when I see a baby laugh with joy
I’ve felt your arms
when my daughter hugs me
I’ve heard your laugh in the crowd
as the sound fades away into the night
I’ve heard you sing to me
as I cross over from what is real to what is a dream
I’ve
heard your words
in the whisper of the falling rain
The chirping of baby birds
The wind blowing through the trees
The songs you helped to create
She
has compassion for all
the good and the bad
for she judges no one
You search for the place where she lives
then she shows that you’ve been there all along
She tries to help make you whole
needing no others to fill in any areas
so that you may learn how to be truly free
She’ll bring you the lessons you need to learn
and she’ll bring back the ones you didn’t find
the right answer to
Lillith is my friend and she always will be
This I know deep down inside you see
Because whenever I cry, she cries with me
I
know that I will see you again
even if I were not to see you for the rest of my life
You told me we would be together for one last dance
and you’ve never lied to me
“Please
be honest with me.”
was the only thing I asked for
You gave me so much more
I can only hope I gave back as much
Now
Lillith is here to sing her songs
To touch a place that only she can touch
So
if you happen to run into Lillith
Will you tell her that I’m thinking of her
Will you tell her I’ll see her soon
If
only
for
one last dance
Leo Atreides